Plum1990

Emotionaly sober, hands to feet grow colder, i didn't want to hear you say it. So i stayed away now I'm paying for it. Saddened by the facts, crying on the inside but i don't dare show you that. Wishing i draw away my pain because that is what I'm normal too, to drive away the insain. Life is bearable, but this is another time where i wished that i had another reality i could go to hide. Where the man in my life would know and understand, but he is a man and the man he will be. I am not angered by him being himself i am angered me.

Emotionaly sober, hands to feet grow colder, i didn't want to hear you say it. So i stayed away now I'm paying for it. Saddened by the facts, crying on the inside but i don't dare show you that. Wishing i draw away my pain because that is what I'm normal too, to drive away the insain. Life is bearable, but this is another time where i wished that i had another reality i could go to hide. Where the man in my life would know and understand, but he is a man and the man he will be. I am not angered by him being himself i am angered me.

Well, My Rachel, I'm 19, and I have been looking at Deviantart for longer then I can remember honestly. I don't really care to be notice by anyone big. I just want to be able to talk to people that are into the same thing I am which duh is art. The only problem with posting on here is I can't read all that well, so I need help with reading the stuff on here some what. But I'm excited to see what I can do, and if nothing else have friend I can talk to about all of it.